take me away ;

happy new year! (:

2008-01-01T01:59:00.000+08:00

happy new year all! im back .haha
may it be a great year ahead
make your resolutions all, and be sure to
follow 'em this year!
well here's a nice story to start the year (:

The Pastor and his son
A good reminder of God's Love.

Every Sunday afternoon, after the morning service at the church,
the Pastor and his eleven year old son would go out into their town
and hand out Gospel Tracts.This particular Sunday afternoon,
as it came time for the Pastor and his son to go to the streets with
their tracts, it was very cold outside, as well as pouring down rain.
The boy bundled up in his warmest and driest clothes and said,
"OK, dad, I'm ready."
His Pastor dad asked, "Ready for what?"
"Dad, it's time we gather our tracts together and go out."
Dad responds, "Son, it's very cold outside and it's pouring down rain."
The boy gives his dad a surprised look, asking,
"But Dad, aren't people still going to Hell, even though it's raining?"
Dad answers, "Son, I am not going out in this weather."
Despondently, the boy asks, "Dad, can I go? Please?"
His father hesitated for a moment then said,
"Son, you can go. Here are the tracts, be careful son."
"Thanks Dad!" And with that, he was off and out into the rain.
his eleven year old boy walked the streets of the town going door to door
and handing everybody he met in the street a Gospel Tract.
After two hours of walking in the rain, he was soaking,
bone-chilled wet and down to his VERY LAST TRACT.
He stopped on a corner and looked for someone to hand a tract to,
but the streets were totally deserted.
Then he turned toward the first home he saw and started up
the sidewalk to the front door and rang the door bell.
He rang the bell, but nobody answered. He rang it again and again,
but still no one answered. He waited but still no answer.
Finally, this eleven year old trooper turned to leave,
but something stopped him.
Again, he turned to the door and rang the bell and knocked loudly
on the door with his fist. He waited, something holding him there
on the front porch! He rang again and this time the door slowly opened.
Standing in the doorway was a very sad-looking elderly lady.
She softly asked, "What can I do for you, son?"
With radiant eyes and a smile that lit up her world,
this little boy said, "Ma'am, I'm sorry if I disturbed you,
but I just want to tell you that *JESUS REALLY DOES LOVE YOU*
and I came to give you my very last Gospel Tract
which will tell you all about JESUS and His great LOVE."
With that, he handed her his last tract and turned to leave.
She called to him as he departed. "Thank you, son!
And God Bless You!" Well, the following Sunday morning
in church Pastor Dad was in the pulpit. As the service began,
he asked, "Does anybody have any testimony or want to say anything?"
Slowly, in the back row of the church, an elderly lady stood to her feet.
As she began to speak, a look of glorious radiance came from her face,
"No one in this church knows me. I've never been here before.
You see, before last Sunday I was not a Christian.
My husband passed on some time ago, leaving me totally alone
in this world. Last Sunday, being a particularly cold and rainy day,
it was even more so in my heart that I came to the end of the line
where I no longer had any hope or will to live.
So I took a rope and a chair and ascended the stairway into the attic of my home.
I fastened the rope securely to a rafter in the roof, then stood on the chair
and fastened the other end of the rope around my neck.
Standing on that chair, so lonely and brokenhearted I was about to leap off,
when suddenly the loud ringing of my doorbell downstairs startled me.
I thought, "I'll wait a minute, and whoever it is will go away."
I waited and waited, but the ringing doorbell seemed to
get louder and more insistent, and then the person ringing also started knocking loudly.
I thought to myself again, "Who on earth could this be?
Nobody ever rings my bell or comes to see me."
I loosened the rope from my neck and started for the front door,
all the while the bell rang louder and louder.
When I opened the door and looked I could hardly believe my eyes,
for there on my front porch was the most radiant and angelic little boy
I had ever seen in my life. His SMILE, oh, I could never describe it to you!
The words that came from his mouth caused my heart
that had long been dead, TO LEAP TO LIFE
as he exclaimed with a cherub-like voice, "Ma'am,
I just came to tell you that JESUS REALLY DOES LOVE YOU."
Then he gave me this Gospel Tract that I now hold in my hand.
As the little angel disappeared back out into the cold and rain,
I closed my door and read slowly every word of this Gospel Tract.
Then I went up to my attic to get my rope and chair.
I wouldn't be needing them any more.
You see---I am now a Happy Child of the KING.
Since the address of your church was on the back of this Gospel Tract,
I have come here to personally say THANK YOU to God's little angel
who came just in the nick of time and by so doing,
spared my soul from an eternity in hell." There was not a dry eye in the church.
And as shouts of praise and honor to THE KING
resounded off the very rafters of the building, Pastor Dad descended
from the pulpit to the front pew where the little angel was seated.
He took his son in his arms and sobbed uncontrollably.
Probably no church has had a more glorious moment,
and probably this universe has never seen a Papa that was more filled
with love & honor for his son... Except for One.
Our Father also allowed His Son to go out into a cold and dark world.
He received His Son back with joy unspeakable, and as all of heaven
shouted praises and honor to The King, the Father sat His beloved Son
on a throne far above all principality and power and every name that is named.
Blessed are your eyes for reading this message.
Don't let this message die, read it again and pass it to others.
Heaven is for His people! Remember, God's message CAN make the difference
in the life of someone close to you. Please share this wonderful message...
"Faith is the affirmation and the act that bids eternal truth be present fact." Coleridge
Just 3 Words
Three things in life that, once gone, never come back
1. Time
2. Words
3. Opportunity

Three things in life that can destroy a person
1. Anger 2. Pride 3. Unforgiveness

Three things in life that you should never lose-
1. Hope 2. Peace 3. Honesty

Three things in life that are most valuable -
1. Love 2. Family & Friends 3. Kindness

Three things in life that are never certain -
1. Fortune 2. Success 3. Dreams

Three things that make a person -
1. Commitment 2. Sincerity 3. Hard work

Three things that are truly constant -
Father - Son - Holy Spirit

I ask the Lord to bless you, as I pray for you today;
to guide you and protect you, as you go along your way.
God's love is always with you, God's promises are true.
And when you give God all your cares, you know
God will see you through.
***My God Reigns***
NO one falls in love by choice,it is by CHANCE.
No one stays in love by chance,it is by WORK.
And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by CHOICE

If you love this JESUS please forward this message.
He did something for you, now do something for him
Spread his word, and you'll be rewarded.

Matthew 10:32
"Whoever acknowledges Me before men,
I will acknowledge him before My Father in heaven.
But whoever disowns Me before men,
I will disown him before My Father in heaven"

2007-11-05T15:28:00.000+08:00

In love: you are obsessed with making your partner happy

gosh. that's quite horrible
sometimes its okay to feel sad
-chants
hellos im back gosh it's been so long!
its tiring to update.
promos over, pw over
now i feel so lost, like thrs no pressing issue
for me to settle.
okay. maybe there is. but sigh
i think i might have to drop one h2 ;\
and i miss maple-ing ):
zzz

crying yourself to sleep
tears falling down your face
is that how you want to spend the nights
while your life whiles away

2007-07-04T00:03:00.000+08:00

i am.
GAANAA CHANGE LAYOUTT SOON!
i must i must.
alright that isnt a fact, it's a.
resolution! i will i will
(:
this layout is rotting, i will give it a revamp
&this blog'll be flooded with visitors (:
hehs. i wish alrights xD
school is sick. but today was okay since
there was halfday for godknws what reason
hehs no one bothered to listen
MY BACK IS SO ITCHY
sunburnt from tanning at sia sports club aaiks.

alrights to keep a record of wht i've been doing
during the looong week. (boos, it's been fun!)
thursday after horrible econs exam
was spent dota-ing with dearest
for almost the whole day gosh! lotsa cashh
then friday, sentosa with nicklanthea&marcus
without my honey ,but nevertheless. jerltings
joint us to wait for us to bathe then had to leave!
ays oh, &to buy shampoo.lols gee!
saturday was spent paiting walls&ceilings(:
of darling weiwei's house
(so much nearer now! (: )
much fun,though woke up with aches the next day
gosh how to survive the future trngs
uhmms. sunday wass..at home.
monday was..yeps badminton&swimming&
tanning at sia sports club . alrights!
sleep awaits. gnights!

i love my weiwei ;D

if every simple song i wrote for you
could take your breath away
i'd write it all , <3

2007-05-23T01:01:00.000+08:00

this is cute (:

2007-05-21T01:06:00.000+08:00

oh yes,
would like to thank :
girlfss cals yongzhi yeethings ,
marcus!,
my darling weige (LAWL) <3333s
&all who've shared the present
thank you guys for coming so late to
'surprise' me hehs! gaawd .
you've brought a new meaning to
'ice cream' cake hurhurrs
ok but even though i cant eat it.
thanks for all ,LOVES (:
i will study by that lamp ;D
&those who've
helped to make the horrible day btr,

cg19/07 ,huiting<3s, daniel, &welfare rep (:
huiting&baboon for present (: (:
joey for staying up late,sick ,to make
smth lame (:
joel for a notebook HA!
&ppl who've wished me schaaweet 17 (:

2007-05-21T00:56:00.000+08:00

breathe in hard,
breathe out --
whoosh!
thts when you knw you're ready
to trip ovr a lalalalalamppo- s.t.
but tht's impossible it's so
high above the ground, -
you're nvr ready.

ok just felt like typing that ;D
bye folks have a nice mondaytuesday
wednesdaythursdayfridaysaturday
sundaay (: thts basically a wk. in case
you couldnt tell .xD
i feel like making a new layout!
june hols here i come!
(okay, one wk bfor getting thr but still. -clapclaps
so exciting! ;D then again.
four wks to chiong jcts. not my idea of fun D: )

boy,i love you (:

2007-05-14T02:14:00.000+08:00

tday (rather, yesterday.?) is a good day.
rmbr this day, when the world was a
giant bar of cadbury chocolate
&BITE it, nothing can stop you ;D
my phone dropped onto the cobbled flooring
ayes .i dont believe my luck
ppl spend 2yrs with a phone ,not even a smear
i have mine for 1WEEK, &its disfigured.
'sokaayimovr it, new cover here i come.!

it came when closer bonds were forged
(zomg i actually typed bonGs. lools)
then, we split, coincidentally into 2halves
here's when.
we didnt care
we just weren't trying hard enough
not all of us anyways.
distractions, &newer bonds forged
-they parted u .s

2007-05-07T01:23:00.000+08:00

ZOOMGG im back again! rahrah (:
hehhs it hasnt been 2 mths yet, but
nevertheless! xD alrights. things r fine..
now. i guess. lols. hmms.
guess it's a lil difficult to just find someone
to unload your burdens onto. especially
right after getting upset. or rather.
gradually getting upset. hrrmms.

ohoh I GOT A NEW PHONE ahh
so exciting
not tht new a model but still..
its PEEENKK ! alrights.
thts about the shade it is. duller.
blogger doesnt exactly have an extensive array
of colours.hmms butbut. n73 how cool is tht!
i love new pink things (:

ahh ear block.irritating. haven't touched
any homework. im so dead. alrights.
time to sleep. night nights LOLS

2007-05-04T02:53:00.000+08:00

GRR.
whywhywhy.

>;(
i don't know.

2007-05-04T00:46:00.000+08:00

i shouldn't love you ,but i want to
i just cant turn away
i shouldn't see you ,but i can't move
i can't look away
&i dont knw, how to be fine when im not
cus i dont knw how to make a feeling stop.

2007-05-01T15:43:00.000+08:00

You Should Be A Virgo

What's good about you: you have a quiet determination and aren't swayed by emotions
What's bad about you: you are an insane perfectionist and easily find faults in others
In love: you are obsessed with making your partner happy
In friendship, you're: helpful and giving - eager to be a true friend
Your ideal job: poet, flight attendant, or natural healer
Your sense of fashion: casual, upscale, revealing, conservative - you look good in all of it
You like to pig out on: a well prepared five course meal

What Sign Should You Be?

2007-05-01T15:09:00.000+08:00

oh oh hasn't it been long since i last blogged
my beloved blog do you miss me (:

okays its labour day today!
hmms been looking forward to
everyothr break, but everytime
it comes &goes like it has nvr been!
time flies too quickly, &itdont wait for youu
missyy /misterr. hahah. alrighteys
im feeling weird today.like eccentric weird (:
nevertheless. better get down to work alr
testtesttestss. hmmms.
econs - dont wna get lowest again! ,
chem..mystery. its all a blur lols okaay &
i think math which i dont rmbr hearing about
will some kind soul out thr come save me
rarrhh.

im burnt ! zzoomgosh its itchy everywhr
red as a tomato itchy as a giant mozzie bite
lmao ok yeah cus of track meet yesterdaay
plus! climb x official-ling last saturdaay gosh
well better get tanner! ppl always saying
im so ..white! hrrmphs. tht'll show em. haha
mmhms anyways.got a trophy & a medal (:
cus 4by400 came in fourth
last minute our last runner didnt turn up
but some random friend of huiyun
volunteered herself! lols &turned out tht
dtknw which team was disqualified cus
they cut the lane when they weren't supp to
YET soo..hmms. got lucky this time round eyys.
NOTHING was being so nervous her hands
all cold&clammy grasping me&pulling me ard
gosh made me so nervous but 'sokaay
it still turned out fine in the end so noworries! (:
&aft tht went out with the class for dinner
at ajisen ,my heart feels for the 15bucks i spent
gosh. must fast alreadyy (:

ayys must be tough coming from ovrseas
being in such an alien environment
missing loved ones even when they're
just a phone call away but hold on,
friends will be here for you (:

okaays i might be getting a new phone!
new plan &all so..WHEES! cant wait!
hohums. saw this pair of adidas tennis shoes
haha okay, it being tennis shoes is besides the point
ahh lovely baby pink stipes&white-based
simply b-e-a-uu--tiful, i love (:
okaays.really should get going
its rare tht im in the mood to blog.
so, READ! (:

loves!

2007-05-01T14:47:00.000+08:00

people walk in &out of this closet
'your life'
wasnt tht wht i saw hanging high above the door
new collections you add, evn those you regret
spending dosh on;
twas wht you chose to add
--decisions not made properly, / rash behavior
sometimes, the clothes get old&
you take out the hanger whr the faded ruins
of your fav
dress clings onto its frame
oh pity, its time is up
but still, wouldn't you try salvaging the poor thing
i would, i would.
but still, dust bunnies visit the dress - tossed aside
(time didn't allow much work to be done)
&im sorry, sorry for the things i have not done
i wouldn't let it get flung out the window
watch it fall upon the grass like
driedupbrownleaves tht sail in the wind

i wouldn't let em fade away
wouldn't you please stay
you would ,you would you promised,
my love. ♥

2007-04-09T02:33:00.000+08:00

gwyn <3hearts

calsyitingyongzhisuwei

love has no favourites
love is just love
simple&sweet
so dont always complain
i love him more
the loves are totally different leagues
;>
anyways, he prolly doesnt even
read my blog (!!) so. yall get
more love here (:

-
i was trying to disappear
but i got lost in your eyes now ;
-
lyrics, loves<3s

2007-04-09T02:18:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder, if optimism
is just another word for being
in denial. haha ok. stupid pessimistic
thoughts. lazy to update, but
saturday twas fun -mind(s) cafe!
hahah yeah i still think it sounds
nicer with the s! the bone game. the
story-telling one was quite fun too,
but i was practically transparent laah.
cant lie to save my life. haha.
love you girls. les partners. lmaoo noo
im not bi! but yeah. ;D
ok! longer update next time. it's late.
i keep getting like. 4 to five hrs of sleep.
my face is getting makeup of its own
already. cool goth make up.all natural!

"i think you have no purpose"
gosh, just stab me. no. im not serious.

-
i see your face like it isnt now,
it spelt i-n-n-o-c-e-n-t
, handsome features hidden
i nvr knew how much i didnt see; but.
remember wht you're staring at is me

2007-03-30T00:06:00.000+08:00

all i want to do is
find my way back into love;

i cant stand the sight of my nonexistent
layout.but right now..i cant really be
bothered.
gosh.sigh..im so..tired.. of..everything..
&cant help but post these lyrics daang they're
nicee.! ugh.

if i could escape&recreate a place thts my
own world
&i could be your favourite girl, forever
perfectly together
&tell me boy now wouldnt tht be sweet

2007-03-14T01:39:00.000+08:00

omg i think im like in love
with tht hana kimi guy.
okay, no, its both of those guys.
but then of course there's one more guy
not from the show (:
&i think all of the guys i've mentioned
above wont be reading this blog
BAHS! AHH! -faints
seriously! ahh! lolols

the love potion will take you
no where

2007-03-03T02:16:00.000+08:00

the only reason i come online so often

is cus of the temporary tablet

conveniently located in my room

LOOLS yeah so true, (:

everytime you tore it

you said sorry like

everything would be okay.

perhaps if i allow it to be okay

it would.

not drawn by me,thts why its so cute (:

2007-03-01T23:54:00.000+08:00

braces r ouuut! not that pain la. gee.
&i realise i gotta wear retainers in the day
for THREE torturous months
-face contorts in agony
LOLS gosh. but after that just to be worn at night (:
hmms...it feels damn weird lah!!
like thrs smth permanently stuck
on the left&right of my mouth ;
old habits die hard, i need to check if thrs any food
stuck on my teeth, still! gosh.
now i have big straight teeth!
hhaha. alright,i shall be contented&thankful
tht i even straight teeth now (:

if there were no words
no way to speak i
would still hear you
if there were no tears
no way to feel inside i'd
still feel for you
; &even if the sun refuse to shine
even if romance ran out of rhyme
you would still have my heart
until the end of time
you're all i need
my love, my valentine
(:

2007-03-01T00:19:00.000+08:00

aww man ,dont tell me the rainy season's back!
i hate wet shoes ):
-does rain-rain-go-away tribal dance.DOOGA!
-shakes fist above head. dooga?
sigh.

IM GNA MISS HAVING BRACES ON
hahah! ok im such a freak.
but at the same time i cant wait to get it off.
hmms.....back to how twas like before then!
no more eating slowly --
ok then again..maybe i was slow to begin with. ;B
so this is the day, when i finally get my braces off
MARCH1st '07 i'll remember it for life.
[nownow, dont be surprised when i dont rmb this next year ;D]
oh how the promises are only evident when recorded
well ok, it only applies to me&my superb memory! ]
xD shall camwhore, afterall i wont be seen in pictures with braces
anymoree!
ok i should be doing research..AH WELLS.

our class is addicted to bridge!
((: lost my winning streak alr, sighh.
must be jerome's fault HAHA ;D
or maybe cus nicholas keeps cursing me.
while janice is lowclass.WHOOPS.
AH WELLS. (: banana milkshake.

im tired.nights yall (:

2007-02-26T01:17:00.002+08:00

i love cg19/07 <33s
it'll be such a pity some of us 'll have to split
okaay, so its not certain that we definitely will split
hmms., all shall be decided by god ehs ? (:
at least these wonderful people had a chance to congregate,
enter each other's lives

no doubt the time we've had in tj has been fun (:
longer post next time (: need.....sleep...zz....
haha! good morning! (:

2007-02-26T01:17:00.001+08:00

2007-02-26T01:17:00.000+08:00

2007-02-04T23:54:00.000+08:00

&then the world's spinning past
the motions all blurred
the wind's frenzied, please, stop.
stop rummaging through my hair - nothing
thr's nothing there.

&then you ask,
is this what you really want? your voice lost
in the wind..
blowing away hard,
you never really heard my answer.

2007-02-04T23:45:00.000+08:00

i just might be dead to the world;

to you, youyouyou
,

to me.

2007-01-09T19:22:00.000+08:00

how did we ever get this far
it shouldn’t have to be this hard
&like the stars who burn away
the miles,......

happy new year! finee.alil late.
no new year resolutions,--

okay.thrs one.
to be a better person :)
mucchh btr.

finally updating! &i can see my layout.
FINALLY!
im in tj! hahah.OG FOURR. great peeps ;D
a few wks ago i wudve been
like this. :
--im...in...tj................. -dies.
hahah.but so far so good.
i have drink buddies!xD
nafifiee&CHINNY! lools.oh
&im in cg19! yet to get to knw the people thr..
hhmms.&tmrs is pdp day!
personal development..smth.HAHA
in othr words just cca alrights .___.
doohhh..was thinking..soccer. !
although SMMONE is bothering me
about track.must be kidding? hahah.

yeahh.so far this wk has just been lectures..
getting lectured...hahah.kkayys.not funnyy.
so orientation last wk was like..crazy!
the last night esp.
wht rock concert.just a chance for crazy ppl to
let loose.&fling their arms all ovr the place,
&trod ovr the many bags strewn ovr the hall.LOLS!
& to spray water frm who knws whose bottle?? lools.
mass dance was also kinda disappointing.. cus.!
it RAAINED! how saddening.although i cudnt rmb the
dance moves.HA.only did 2 dances or smth.awws.
&saw the vj ahs ppl! how exciting -claps.
no yt. lools.

aand..im sorry.im so sorry. ;
i've really been crazy.maad.
INSANE.OUTTA MY MIIND!
butterfly.butterflybutterfly
one year has passed..& many more
to come! in a different way,though.
we have soso much more to give.
butterfly! its gna be a loong wait.
but you dtsee us going down easy.

2006-09-07T11:39:00.000+08:00

have you poor souls not heard the news yet,this blog is officially dead OHH -wails oh butterfly.butterfly.it looks pretty when typed out.hahah.i meant the butterfly part.not the blog being dead part.wasnt that wht you thought,im not as sadistic as i might appear to be yknw.......mayb worse HEH HEHS.haha.ok but this blog is gonna be dead while all this studying lollipops r going on,so cals,HERE'S YOUR UPDATE!x) and the enter key doesnt seem to be working.thus the..whole paragraph thingy.BUMMER.oohkays.anyways.gotta study hard!three days to prelims excluding today!work it babeh. while i sit here...typing a bunch of nonsense which not many will read anyways.productive ehs!okaay,no time to waste,chopchophurryhurry! -british accent.haha.this post is pathetic.taas. nine lovely months:)

2006-08-11T17:36:00.000+08:00

my leg is numb.
now its gonna get all ticklish.
EEKS.
yknw there's a IMMENSE difference
between blogging ABOUT studying,&
actually getting down to flipping the books!
no,actually wht actually goes in,
cus yknw.
flipflip, the words go by in a blur.
poofies.AHH

but click is nice!
dknw why,but it just motivates me
to not take things for granted,
who knws one day you walk under the hdb flat
then SPLATTERSS
your brains get crushed by the killer litter
someone mindlessly tossed down the flat
OHheavens.
yeah.&you dont get a chance to do shit!
poofies.thr you go.
yeah.whr was i again?
its a nice show.hahah.

take away the words
which spell ....
&twist em however you fancy
no one else sees strings attached
the string tangled&worn
which spell ...
the torn spirit of the writer

;i just find it amusing how..
people can pluck lyrics out of
whole verses,how its so sweet.
&then just ignore the heartbreaking
tone of the whole song.
cus the part which is sweet was actually
just...reminiscent of the reality which..
has already past.yeah.so sad.but thts
just wht im gna do anyways.HAHA.

you know im such a fool for you :)

2006-08-02T22:23:00.000+08:00

look at the stars,
look how they shine for you
&all the things you do,

they were all yellow .;

i have no inspiration to blog.
lols no idea.mayb i shall post lyrics
for the better part of
ETERNITY.referring to this
dreadful period btwn now&Os.
BAHS.its kinda..weird.but..
i dtthink ive ever..tried studyin
for like..forever.unless you count
lastminute frantic browsing thru
painfully clean textbooks.still unseasoned.
hahah.ahwells.but Olvl isnt as simple
as PSLE gosh.i dont evn rmb putting in
much effort.no,for Olvls,machines(nono,
we no longer have minds of our own!) are
made to absorb incredible amounts of
instructions/information,soak em all up
like those stiff yellow sponges till they go soft.
-pokespokes.
maybe one day if you slice open tht thick
skull under tht mass of black strands turnin
white on ends...you'll see greyish-pink liquid.
eeks.hahah.the cells have burst under tremendous
pressure ohhnuus.
my speaker isnt FUNCTIONING!!AHHH.
bothers.

ANYWAYSS.
its such a pity tht the esplanade performers didnt
get to watch the show itself!ahwells.
all we heard in the dressing room was
the fuzzy buzzing of the speaker
(hahah,naws, we did hear sm stuff...occasionally.)
OVER the incessant noise pollution
emitting from the exhaust pipes of adolescents.
vroomvroom.RAWRHRAWRH.
hahah.i dknw why,but sometimes
i get extremely annoyed
by a lot of noise.especially chatter.
increasingly so.though its not like i dont do it
myself smtimes.so when i do i tend to like..
restrain.hahah.then mayb it seems like im
not interested in talking.
maybe sometimes im not.
okaays,this is a friggin long chunk of crap.

toodles.(:
-does small wave thing with hand

how wonderful life is,
now you're in the world ((:

2006-07-26T21:19:00.000+08:00

your skin and bones,
turn into something beautiful,
&you know for you,
i'd bleed myself dry for you,
i'd bleed myself dry .. .

;

eight months:)
how time flies.

2006-07-17T21:27:00.000+08:00

I WRITE SINS,NOT TRAGEDIES

ooh lets stop procrastinating,
easier said than done!x))
but get off your lazy bums all you simpletons
START STUDYING 'fore its too late...!
HAHAHA just a REMINDER for all of us.(:
hmms.anyways.
esplanaaade!and so many things going on its
just killing us.
hahah actually no thr isnt,im just
blowing things outta proportion may be cus
im tired out of my freaking wits
but i cant slp cus secfour life makes you stress,
ESPECIALLY when you're not doing anything like,
STUDYING OHNUUS...........which,obviously im not.
RAWRHH.its supposed to sound like im
like,rambling on very quickly
but,no i guess you wud never find out how it sounds
,no
not when you dont hear my cries;soft weeping
or feel the warm liquid
friday,sat,sun
i thought i felt the rain pouring
;monday the exact opposite.

wht a beautiful wedding.
,

2006-07-07T22:29:00.000+08:00

BOOOS im back
my sister gets to freaking stay over
at her friend's house today,well
she hasnt exactly been home the whole day
RIGHT,so WHHYYYY........... -wails.
hmms.school ended early for like,everyone.
and i sorta forgot!cus on the mrt,seeing
all the diff schs.and i actually didnt realise.
ahhah.anyways.today blahblah ate thai food for lunch!
(yes,tht explains my starving
during recess!bwahahas)
&get this.
this is the first time aft lunch tht i feel
FULL for the rest of the day,without
needing to have any lil snacks!WHOOTS.
mayb its cus of the time we ate!
anyways,its cus they just opened,
super crowded,PLUS,offer!
hahah.10bucks spent, get 2 bucks PER
pineapple rice!(original price 8.50 bucks.)
YES KIASU SGREANS,RUN FOR IT!
hahah.offer ends 13july.i think.
feel like im promoting.
its quite nice!TOMYAM SOUP!AHH
so nice.hahah.so sour. -smacks lips
hmms.and.ILOVEITMOMA.
hahah.whtevr.!
hav no idea why im not mugging like mad
now.i shd be.but im not.
OH BEHAAVE.go be good lil kiddos
&STOP READING BLOGS!x)
then you can go to good schools like vj
&get into the same sch as the people you want!
hahah.OOPS!i meant..persue your studies!(:
falalas.im so afraid of not making it
but not doing anything to make it happen.
mayb aft i get some slp!early morning tmrs!
toodles!

this feeling's like no other,
i want you to know
i've never had someone,who knws me
like you do,the way you do
&i've never had someone,as good for me
as you,no one like you

2006-07-02T22:15:00.000+08:00

it occured to me tht i shd update.hahah.
ok firstly.just the mundane stuffies.
just my luck is ...highly unrealistic.
cus .its uber extreme.lols.
but ..thrs MCFLY!!! -cues high shrieks&gasps
bwahas.so its nice!
i want the just my luck album!&i implore yt to
return my mcfly cd pls!:))bought it&practically lost it,
dying to listen!-dies.
yeahyeah.uhmms.oh ya.i cut my hair.
&dammit im regrettin it.AHH.
dt worry.the public eye has not had a glimpse
of its hideousness.
who's worrying?sheesh..right.
uhmms.&sports day on 300606!
we did a banner for choir!
we intended for it to be absolutely HIDEOUS.haha.
but we're just to good for disasters like tht
to happen!x) was just..alright actually.orange&green.
and its not a bald penguin cally!it has HAIR at the
sides of its head.mayb baldING.haha.
not v outstanding but not totally unnoticable.
stayed ovr at sherwin's house just to do it.
lame-O.hmms.
&yeah,someone has no GOLD MEDALS.
but fret not!these materialistic things rnt the
best medals of course.;DHAHAH.
yep&daamn.even if we werent gna win.
shdve tried our luck huh.HURHURS. right.
ok.thts it.:)

AHHHHHHHH
buhbyes.

cusi'vegot youuu
to make me feel stronger:)

2006-06-26T23:07:00.000+08:00

BOOS.im ALL ALONEE onlinee.......
-sinks into depression while wailing,
"all by myselllff.....".
lols.school's back in!
kiddos,_______
your enthusiasm!
can anyone pls fill tht blank up for me
no im serious!lols.i forgot
whts tht word.CRAP.
its killing me.
-dies.this is practically
not a post.but im bored&just
using this to occupy myself.
guess i should be doing something
more..productive huh.

-watches tv.

lovely7months(:

2006-06-22T23:33:00.000+08:00

YAYYY ITS UP!
i knw e piccy isnt really nice.
&e space up thr is a lil disturbing
but i like the heart part
&the pink&brown theme!:)
hurhurs ahh. -delirious
ok shall work on..smOTHR layout.
soon.
&ykknw WHTTT!!
i dtknw why but
i cant wait for sports day!
WHOOPEEESS.
i just loove "holidays".
i am so deluded.teedees.

FALALAS:)

2006-06-21T20:18:00.000+08:00

my hand is havin weird spasms these days.
HMMS!cant write!hahah.kiddin.
im struggling to get away frm this..
blogging halfway&ending up with so many
posts thingy!AHH!

POOFS.-

2006-06-21T20:14:00.000+08:00

oh,and.
here's a reminder for myself to thk...
the great person for e brushes on my new lay.
hmms.i forgot.must find!x)

-reverts back to watchintvv

2006-06-21T19:48:00.000+08:00

my blog is dyyinnng....
&i made a new layout!wahaaas
but thrs smth wrong with the coding
ugggh ya,mayb i'll try it out agn
next time haha i did ask my sis to take a look
tho,ah whocares.uhhmms.got a new oven!!
YAY
cus oven means,can bake&eat yummy
sweet stuffs,like COOKIESS yummiliciouss.
cravin for sweet lil stuffs these days.
cookies have been turnin out too chewy these days.
maybe..too much sugar?it taste
a lil just like candy floss when its melting,
then it turns into this..glob-like coagulated
chewy thingy,taste so much like crap you gta
spit it out&end up wasting yr candy floss?
yeahs.only the cookies taste nicer of cus.HAHA.

wht do you do.when ppl drift,
get closer to othrs,&it seems like wht youve
ever had was never there.then thrs no point
in tryin to salvage anything
cus,you never seemed to matter.
&you still wont.
its dejecting just thinking bout such stuffs.
hahah.i reallyreally want my new layout up!
its pink &brown &all nice!hahah.&
i havent touched homework.no surprise therree
no more slacking!

-watches tv.
buhbyes:)

you filled my lil world right up:)

2006-06-17T01:39:00.000+08:00

i feel so sad! ):
so sad tht im feelin upset ovr nothing.

))):

2006-06-09T20:55:00.001+08:00

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Gwynneth !

A thimbleful of gwynneth would weigh over 100 million tons.
The horns of gwynneth are made entirely from hair!
You should always open gwynneth at least an hour before drinking her.
Some people in Malaysia bathe their babies in beer to protect them from gwynneth .
Gwynneth kept at the window will keep vampires at bay.
Three seagulls flying overhead are a warning that gwynneth is near.
A sixteenth century mathematician lost his nose in a duel over his love for gwynneth , and wore a silver replacement for the rest of his life.
Fish travel in schools, but whales travel in gwynneth !
Humans share about fifty percent of their DNA with gwynneth !
Gwynneth once lost a Dolly Parton lookalike contest!

ahaa.gwyn is some MONSTER.wanna know why?read no.4&6 x))

2006-06-06T00:19:00.000+08:00

is blogger undergoing like,MINOR construction
or ssit just my internet connection. -eyebrows
anyways,WHOOTS.been out ESCAPE-in today!
wahahass but the weathr,twasnt too kind to
the innocent customers,no but only for a while!
it soon regained its ..shine!literally.HAH.
whtevr.shall start typin normally.
hhmms twas a fine day!&yes,the thrill factor
isnt really thr,singapore is just so HORRIBLEE
cant even provide teens with a decent place
to hav fun&exhilarating rides!!UGGHH.&i wonder
why caucasians still frequent the damn place.
HURHURS but whtevr,go-cart rides r now UNLIMITED
as well!!!kays whtevr,my point is,
doesnt matter wht rides they hav thr really,
its just who you go thr with.
:))
cherish those by yr side!
andandand!two hundred days approaching soon,
}like,EIGHT DAYS!
it feels like an awfully long time,
the way time has passed,but still,
its awfully short yes.we'll make it the best of us.
yayys.hurhurs:)
anyways,gotta wake up early for choir tmr!
silly teachrs,UGH
uhhs.yaa.silly.making us go back for PRAC
evn when we're not performing,extremely
PRACtical.
so..tatas!

one&only:)

2006-06-01T17:19:00.000+08:00

im here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
i think about you baby
&i dream about you all the time

full house crazee!
i feel like im wasting my days away
just waiting for the end of the week to come.
; ahwells.

the bedtime stories we spin
their span expandin past the cobwebs
hanging frm yr fingertips
falling frm your fingertips
just like those tears of pearls
tht fall frm yr tearstained empty vessel
(eyes,you call them?)
falling,
coming to rest upon yr veiled face
devouring yr empty frame

[edit]i think ive been cranky tday.
mayb it mightve seemed like personal attack,
but pls just dont mind my burnin comments
they werent intentional,nono,not like those
mean girlsx(&its frustrating to see
someone so blind,too aware,much too sensitive,
cus not everyone judges.mayb at adolescence
everything's just magnified,veryvery horribly
&i just cant handle it properly then,
smthing so fragile..[/edit]

2006-05-30T23:30:00.000+08:00

ahh im dyinggx(
korean movies r sad man.
rented the whole full hse vcd set lols
we'll be turned into avid fans of koreandrama
these few days then!
hmms ah wells.at least OLVLCHINESE
is OVERRR -prances around
(no answer no answer!hurrs)
hahah.after the papr all you cud hear was,
"thr goes my a1" oh jeez
hahah but i think mine was nvr thr.
just CANT.MAKE.ITx)
but i dknw.need to work hard to improve
languages huh.im not very dilligent.
HMMS.(can b changed tho!:)
&i still think it'll b quite a pity we wudnt
do esplanade,it'll b such an experience!
tho i wudnt count on it to b a breathtakingly
good experience,especially with the..
standards of the choir.HMMS.ah i dknw,
i have no rights to critisize.
but its sad.yah.poor juniors.
haiyaahhs!
school tmr MORNIN.&still no someone.
double x(
haha.alrights.just thot i shd update
once in awhile.toodles:)

2006-05-22T21:15:00.000+08:00

didnt wna want you
didnt wna need you so bad
didnt wanna wake up
&find that i was fallin so fast
now look what you've done

;(HURSS)

i realise tht....i reaally gotta work hard.
yeahyeah.im tired of those guilt trips
the 'rents give me FOC
(WOW for ONCEE)
(actually i meant the foc thing.)
hah ah wells.
&prolly ppl(no wait,no ppl.)
will stare at tht sentence going
WOWW for ONCEE
lolols nah just kiddin,more of..
uhh..thts kinda laggy,&then,roll eyes
haha wait.why shd i care wht ppl think
NOIDONTCARElols
yes this is my blog no wait tht isnt evn the issue
wakeywakeeyy.focus,youu.
alll...righty then.im done here.
just had this..sudden urge to post about this.
or just anything.hurhurs.
yknw sometimes when yknw someone has smthin to tell
(just not to you or othr ppl)
&just tht they dont really wna tell it,
then,
ssit supp to be told or not huh.
or shd anyone evn ask for it to be told
(it prolly wudnt anyways,if not whythehell isnt it
bein told yet ;\)
esp when,its quite blatantly obvious on certain places.
or r some things btr left unsaid
(cue,"ive still got so many unsaid things tht i wna sayy..")
ah well.just wondering.goodday everyone.

2006-05-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

uncanny.
heard frm the song,(move along-the aar)
"so a day when you've lost yourself completely,
could be a night when your life ends"
so basically,its impossible to give up
unless you allow yrself to.
everyone has their own problems
evn those little nitty gritties which
seem to disturb varying individuals
its just a matter of how you handle things
and overcome whtevr problems
letting time do its healing work ehs.
so.pls just remain strong&knw
tht ppl around you care:)
evn in yr darkest moments when it feels like
the world is waging a war with you
knw tht ppl r around you
to be approachd for help,(ANY MOMENT)
its only a matter of reaching out for yr bouy.
much loves,so,yt
(&OTHRPPL facin problemss..hohums.)
pls dont die:)
-as in,dont give up.lolss
you knw whtto do,yknw when.hah.

"when all you got to keep is strong
move along, move along like i knw you do
&even when your hope is gone
move along, move along
just to make it through,
move along..

oh.anyways.i was wondering.
WHT postexam activities
we still hav CHINESE Os!ahh.
&mine is hopelessly pathetically..shittified.
hah.all this comin aft wht i said previously.
up thr. -points.
seriously. ah wells.SLP!oink.

your hands are mine to hold:)

2006-05-10T22:58:00.000+08:00

take my hand,
take my whole heart too
cus i..cant help,falling in love
with you-

rarhhrahrarwh.
horrible exams,stressing stresss
burning out my brains
and i cant think!straight!
except.AIYAHS.
why m i missing terribly
terriblyterriblyy.x(
yes,anyhoos.
one paper left,many screwd..gawwsshhh.
yes,shall take a knife to stab myself
ovr&ovr again,for every
careless mistake ive made,enough
to bleed my marks away.poohs.
right now i just need to bury my head.
while watching the show-'BELOW'
(creeeepy.)
&the thot of havin to endure another
suffocatin sch day..(without....)
AHH -dies.
im dying.............to go out.HAH.ayes.
seriously,my brain is dissolvin into nothing
these days,its depressing.
OHOH.so you think you can dance,
is SO COOL.&i think snow is cool!hah.
im sick of this layout.no,not the contents of
the piccy:)but.just the whole template.
&&&!shall get the blog going!yknww.hah.
buhb.s

i pray to be only yrs
i knw now,you're my only hope..

2006-04-27T19:00:00.000+08:00

yay!my piccy's up again!
HAHAH
yess.finally got my lazy..hand.workin its ass off
in its great effort to move the mouse.
hurrs.

exam count:(half) down.
________;more to go.
you fill it in yourself.

BOOHOOS UNCOUNTABLEEss.

freaking hell.i forgot why i stopped reading
friendster bulletins.UGGHH.

&the words tht seem so hard to say
come up when you've gone away
stay a lil while&hear me say...tht
i want you here tonight&i need you
by my side
for just one more moment,
one more moment,with you
--ronin,one more moment.

many more moments:)

2006-04-18T23:20:00.000+08:00

if i cant be happy with you

i dknw who i can be happy with
:)

2006-04-17T00:03:00.000+08:00

at the start of the day i heard some song
then wanted to blog.
i thought....of things to blog.
but then now i forgot what.
makes me very irritated.
knwin i HAD sth to blog but forgot wht.
so i just need to blog
about how i forgot wht i wanted to blog.
if not i will positively spontaneously combust.
HAHAA
restless soul.x)

2006-04-15T00:47:00.000+08:00

ARRGGKS
this mood's putting me in a mood.
(ah ok,no time for stupid jokes.)
(its not even a joke.AHH)

you were right,noone's perfect.
but im TOO wrong..........
you were right,
you could say you wud ignore
but obviously,its so GLARING
you can hardly avoid,
its crawling its way twrds yr nerves
one day
one step,
they'll reach boiling point.
cant you hear the faint whistling
...of the kettle.
}the flaws
their stark contrast against the clean white sheet
donttell me you turned a blind eye to them.

LAKNE;OIAHLANR;OHIJALKRioj;alknoai;lk(*%(^%@ ((
hear me roarr................

im.emgniebrofyrrosmi
NONO everythings gna b alrightt..
i cannot,i cannottt.

; (oohshe'ssougly..)
the flaws,they repel.
IRKSOME.

2006-04-11T22:52:00.000+08:00

baby would you walk me home
i dtwna go all the way alone,
baby would you walk with me home..
baby would you take my hand?
come with me now to our special land,
baby would you walk with me home
it's three a.m. &you're on my mind once agn
i mustve been dreaming
i thought i felt your heartbeat just then
then I wondered how it would be
if i was your lady and you were my friend
i would put my heart in your hands
&it would never end
baby would you walk me home
i dtwna go all the way alone,
baby would you walk with me home
baby would you take my hand
come with me now to our special land,
baby would you walk with me home
i hold your picture next to my heart all the time
oh yeah baby
you're my dream come true so glad you're mine
then i wondered how it would be
if i was your lady and you were my friend
i would put my heart in your hands
&it would never end..
every day and night i wna hold you
understand that im going to love you
in my own special way...

WALKMEHOMEMANDYMOORE:)

2006-04-09T19:43:00.000+08:00

; i'll be thr for you
these five words i swear to you
when you breathe,i wna be
the air for you
i'll be.thr for you

ayys.it feels cool to have no curfew.
for.a few days,but.haha
nope i wont go wild,
i'll mug shit during these days,
dt worryWAHAS.

.i cant say.why i feel this immense...broodiness.
heavin in masses of air.,how task-y.
lols.
exams brings down my mood.
mayb im starting to fear for results
ohbothrrr
really,NOTHINGISSOUNDD

2006-04-01T23:30:00.000+08:00

ooh.april fools.
my sister's good friend played a damn retarded joke
by 'fessin' up to her,saying
she cudnt take it anymore.
GOSH.lols freaked her out half to death laah
funny.

sillypoohs:)

2006-03-27T21:30:00.000+08:00

goose bumps
this little body oddity is most likely another component of the fight-or-flight response, but no one is sure what good it actually does. If something intends to eat you, it probably won’t be stopped by the sight of a thousand tiny hairs standing on end. Although, it works for porcupines --msn.com,body oddities explained. HAHAHA HOWRETARDEDx)i can SO imagine tht. shit la cant space again.blahblahblahblahblahh. ;whr'd you go?i miss you so.seems like its been forever tht you've been gone,pls come back home.. myblog is not mine.im not mine. words rnt hw they seem to be,green words turn purple when highlighted.OFF TO DO ovrdueHW! taas.

2006-03-26T21:03:00.000+08:00

nuuuu........my mcfly layout's nice laah!!
but this is nice also.like,duh.
my fav word's in thr.HAHAHH
OHWELLS.whtevrr ok fine,i concede defeat
this one's NICERR:))

ohohOOHH i finally get a 'NEWPHONE'
AHH-faints with delight
uhms.ya cal,you can just DIEE
my sis got 3230 WUHAHAs
its freakin cool.im ALMOST tempted to use it
if it werent for e fact tht it..annoys me
with its fancy placing of buttons&all.
im still living in the primitive world
of non-colour phones hurrs
YAY -claps.
oh right.i fainted.

gnamustereveryounceofconfidence i have
canonballinto the water
gna mustereveryounce ofconfidence i have,
for you,
.i will.for you i will.

yesYES we WILL make it:)

ONEHUNDRED&TWENTYONE

2006-03-18T22:52:00.000+08:00

HAAHH i find tht suck msg
so extremely amusing i can hardly believe it
ohh.begonnee eviiilll.
(i feel like an AIRHEADD
HELLOO -echoes follow,hello..helloo.....
HAHH ok fine.amusing myself
;thats right baby i'm goin crazy
..i need to be your lady i've been thinking lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me, roll with me,i'm in love with you baby
HAHA goin crazy!
must be excessive dose of SOMETHING
or..someone.wahaaas!x))
oh whtevr.delirious.
shit.i hate studyin.
just thinkin bout it puts me in a mood.HA
ok not when im crazy.
but aww man.wht kind of freakin holidayss
ZOOM PAST?! boos. i cant find a worrddd!!
OH nevermind.hahah
yess im finally sick of tht stupid email.
ok not finally,all along.just tht i cudnt..
find a chance to think up a new one.
bothrrs.
just.lame.hahah

boos.
BITEMEE:))

2006-03-11T18:50:00.000+08:00

its easy to be influenced by othrs
&hav yr mindless thoughts extinguished
yr flickerin flame blown out
by the many overpowerin views
othr ppl hav
its easy to do wht you deem fit
&at the same time recklessly
charge thru life
having not one care for anyone else
so if the multitude acts as one
who will b the one to stand apart
to BE themselves
to actually LIVE their life,
the way they want

i cant seem to decide
if i shd stop doing things
'the way it shd be'
cus i cant seem to find
whr i am in all this anymore.

do i?or not.
yes.i.do.
cihlooovneg lolss

i keep dreaming you'll be with me
&you'll never go,
stop breathing if
i don't see you anymore

2006-03-06T21:07:00.000+08:00

one word
can break her
or make her.

this one.tore her up
bad.

to see all yr truths
summed up in a simple word
im so sorry..

oh gosh.goshgoshgosh AHH.

2006-03-03T23:43:00.000+08:00

i like how.you unwind
--
these fears
make them dwindle to sweet nothings
nothing can beat the savouring of
caution bein thrown to the wind

these moods
they sway me much
but thts the only way it can
urge me on like a puppeteer
tugging on this flimsy rag.doll.
left&right
towards the brightr side of the world
the only way it unwinds
these fears

the only time
it remains a positively charge ion called emotions
until the harsh reality showers dwn upon
this dandy day
&everything no longer remains unfurled;
tight,tighter,tightly bound by these thoughts
RE.Win.d, things revert back to their .
original cooped up state.

placeyourhandinminei'llleavewheniwanna
(how selfish.OHmurder me.)
98&countin((:
oh nono we dont count days or months
we count in yrs HA.

2006-03-02T21:11:00.000+08:00

i find it rather disheartening
to be unloading monotonous,daily nothings
to this non-living thingamajig.
ah wells. lifestyles of the bored&lowprofiled.
hahaa

you're my honeybunch sugerplum
pumpy-umpy-umpkin
you're my sweetie pie
you're my cuppycake,gum drop
snoogums-boogums you're the apple of my eye
&i love you so
&i want you to knw tht i'll alws b right here
&i love to sing,sweet songs to you
becus.you.r.so.dear

this song is absofrigginlutely adorablee
lolollss shit.
ive got 1freakin butt stuck in front of e com
&2freakin tests to study for
time to get 3freakin legs walkin away frm here
HAHA
ook so i dont hav 3 legs.x)
just tryin to get e whole number thaang going.
blahblahblahblah.

love will remain a mystery
but give me your hand &youwill see,
your heart is keeping time with me(:

2006-03-01T22:53:00.000+08:00

why do i hav this nagging feeling tht something's amiss.
like.its just this big __________________
blank.
first try,second try,third try
your chances r upp
no more guessin.
time to slot in more pennys for yr thoughts.
many more to spare:))

your 24roses back((:

2006-02-18T22:24:00.000+08:00

duncha knw.how it feels like to be the one walking away first all the time.mayb next time i shd be the only person made to do tht cus then you wudnt knw how it feels like,its such a horrid thing experience.especially if its the last thing on earth you wud FEEL like doing.HAH gosh come ON you freak its just 1day,wud be the SELFENCOURAGING words i hear frm myself.but its like.when stupid ppl place themselves in unnecessary situations like licking an ice-cold pole then aft end up with the tongue unseparable frm tht sickening pole.no matter how hard they try to rip their tongue off frm the pole it just.doesnt.come.off!i mean.eventually its possible.but still,OOF,ouch.heartwrenching.ahwellsx)affairs of the heart make no sense.wht did the world do before the invention of blogs,no outlets to rant at.yknw,i'd rather be an outlet instead of some inlet.forever things only going in yet nothing good comes out.&just keep receiving.haha oh whtever. silly little girl with silly little thinkings.
---you be love and i’ll be a liar.

2006-02-17T21:21:00.000+08:00

EH.i like my mcfly layout la,just too bad tht its friggin lost in the bloody vast internet network boohoohoos.STUPID RIPWAY wht kind of stupid image hosting web.this one was intended for like.standby.HAH buts its NICE RIGHT.YES,right:)))yeah,i do prefer it like tht with the focus not as sharp at one end.it like,emphasizes the focused part.anyways i tried takin a few more times but it didnt turn out as good so i just took the best.whees. &why is the stupid enter key not working?!now all my words shall be linked up,all nice&pretty.wuhas &nowimsunnywithahighof75since you tookmyheavyheart,&made it lighttt ---relient k highof75 im so sick of seeing moderately low marks on my papers.i think i shd start being less careless&start studyin properly.HAHA.big joke. -stares at screen. uhmmms. taas?im tired.wakin up late only oneday perweek drastically reduces my energy capacity.HA .is it.very selfish to want.to do everything based on emotions.YESYES.gosh i cant stand it.hw the brain has no control over the emotions.faltering,weak&unable to suppress unreasonable desires.this is like a bloody mess of words.

2006-02-15T21:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TOTAL DEFENCE
so anyone who didnt celebrate it yest
&wish to celebrate it tday
may do so by going to fight war.
HA.WHTEVR.
&happy {belated-- vday:)))))))
multicolored smiless

EVERYDAY'S A VDAY for you&me
wheees x)
so we have vday,belated vday,belated
belated vday,belatedbelatedbelatedbelated
vday,belatedbelated belated belated belated
belated..........
...................
..............
.........
......
...
babe:)
i knw.you alws say
thrs no need for thanks
but.wht you do really overwhelms me
with gratitude
for havin you
being such a SUPERB DUDE
even when i knw
i dont deserve such good fortune
even when im so obviously
full.of.flaws
i dontknw how you overlook em
but you do
&i really feel spoilt.
WAHAS
&im definitely. far
frm even THINKING
bout giving up on any
of this sparkling fortune
redisforpassionate L.O.V.E<33
cus
you've taken my heart
&im sure you'll be all i need
to pull thru anything
so my life turns into
a multicolored rainbow
-hugs&loves:)

i like the ring:)
i think..i'll just.
let it get stuck
on my finger.
WHOOPS
&you'd BTR get well
ppl just DONT fall sick on
their bdays.wahas.
sickening heat spell.

why.is it tht ppl think.
it is naive of ppl
to believe in the power of love.
isnt love just like a great big hope
tht the othr half will feel the same
tht everyday your world
becomes a shade brighter
tht it will last
tht its gna pull you thru
your ups&downs?
so dont stop believing:)

OHH alrightts im in a good mood.
SHHH..OOO.lols

2006-02-09T21:43:00.001+08:00

did i not tell you
tht im not like tht girl?
the one who,
throws it all away

i m.dying.for.a.phoneee.
no wars pretty please.
let thr be...PEACE!
&thr was peace.
ha.only in pleasantville then.
WORLDPEACEDUDE.
release of results tmr!
let it...be a good day.
pissonyou:)

2006-02-08T23:41:00.000+08:00

WHEEEES.
at least this one's visible now.

be your escape:)
be my escape.

2006-02-07T22:41:00.000+08:00

who kicked a hole in the sky so the heavens would cry over me?who stole the soul from the sun in a world come undone at the seams?let there be love - let there be love.

i hope the weather is calm as you sail up your heavenly stream
suspended clear in the sky are the words that we sing in our dreams
let there be love - let there be love,let there be loveLETTHRBELOVE

come on baby blue,shake up your tired eyes,the world is waiting for you.may all your dreaming fill the empty sky.but if it makes you happy,keep on clapping,just remember i'll be by your side&if you don't let go, it's gonna pass you by.......

--oasis.

blog is screwed bad.UGLYUGLYframes
outlining whtever used to fill up the spaces
GONNEEE.

wipe off the sadsad expression
you wear to ward off comfort
inevitable isnt it,defeat comes as such a blow
who can handle it tht easily.
everyone wud fall,but plsplss
get back on your feet
i'll wait right thr
just over the line whr the race ends.
forever remain the useless trophy (:
ohh how i love this life.
my thoughts r merely secondary.
ohh stop it. -hiss.

"/

2006-02-02T19:44:00.000+08:00

mascara bleeds a blackened tear

REALITY BITES.
time to wake up,
awake frm this slumber
the living funeral
which you shy away frm
slinking down blackened alleys
blackening,deaths

i found a place.
whr love bends backwards to meet me :)
(the sweet pink looks pitifully plain
slapped btwn the gaudy colours"/

like it faded behind.
overshadowed

boohooos.i lovepink.)

wake me up.
good day.

2006-01-29T23:41:00.000+08:00

yays.happy chinese new yr.
fancy havin two new yrs day
in a new yrSHEESH
if only they gave out the big bucks
on the first one as wellx)

i BOUGHT A BAGGG YAYYYS !!-clapps.
easily satisfied with materialistic things
sighh.but.now yall knw whttodo ehs.
happy happy dim sum.-clapps somemore
HAHA WHTEVER

soo.anyways.
cals bday on friday
hope she enjoyed it,
especially with HALFAWISH come true.
wheees.

i...
dontknw.
howtostart.
wheretostart.
guideme,&i'llknw when.
orelsei'lltugontheleash
likethosecrazydogssoeagertostray
wahas my bro's gf brought her dogs over
they're like mad.MADD
just wht i need.something madder than me
then we can all move over to woodbridge.
then we went to walk them.
wheees.so cute.
andthen&thenandthenn!

forgive me my weakness
but i dontknw why
without you it's hard to survive

2006-01-22T22:53:00.000+08:00

so turn up the corners of your lips
part them and feel my finger tips
trace the moment, fall forever
defense is paper thin
just one touch and i'd be in
too deep now to ever swim against the current
so let me slip away
so let me slip against the current..

give me a reason

why im feeling such vehement hatred
for the monotony of school.
routine,work,check.
this is.so.NOT HAPPENIN.
why am i stuck here.

wipe away tears tht i cry
im countin on you.

2006-01-15T23:36:00.000+08:00

iintendtoholdyoufortheLONGESTTIME says:
MAD COUPLE
iintendtoholdyoufortheLONGESTTIME says:
lets just ring up woodbridge.
iintendtoholdyoufortheLONGESTTIME says:
"HELLO can we pls book a room THANKYOU!"

WHEEEEE.
really.bottling everything up may..
not necessarily be good.
BLAHBLAH

ROAR.IBITE.

2006-01-11T23:29:00.000+08:00

ppl..do certain stuff.
to be the best.if not..
atleast try to be the best.
put in effort
to come up with something at least
tht can make their heads
swell with pride
but all it ever is
is comparision.to othrs,
their own expectations tht
particular STANDARD.if you had
letsay.a good hand at..writing.
you can..bombard your work
with impressive words
leave the reader with a BANG
but then comes along..someoneelse.
leavin the reader with a BABOOOM.
wht then happens to your bang?
a measly bang which is
uncomparable to the othr blast.
but wht if..youjustdidntcare.
bout competition.no urge to.
all this stuff wudnt matter to you
wud it.&this.iswhr your journey of
aimless wandering begins.

2006-01-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

i,i dont knw why i miss you so much
yeah i,i dont knw why i still feel your touch

the weather is FREAKY man
i dont think i've seen the sun in ages.
ohwells.SPOILURRR.bahhs.

oiajltknalm,ngoianrly,mn;ljlkaetkj!
cant you tell wht im uttering,
&wht i wish to say,but.
no.
it doesnt matter.
just tht it seems to matter too much.
only to tht wretched pink mass you call
a brain.a mind.up thr.
-points.nuus
its not supp to matter so much.
bahhhs.sheep talk.baaa.ahhahh.
idunevengivadamnidunevengivadamn
idunwanagivadamn -chants
lolols AHH.crazy guyy
nopes.this is beyond words.
i need a scream.wheee
bye.spent one whole day doing ss in sch
SIAUUUS end up nv pass up.
hahaa bye.
ohohh i wanna read halfbloodprince.
bye.i've never felt more broke without
my dad around.hahah shuuucks
he sounds like a atm.blahblahh.
bye.wait.
you mean you rnt gone yet?
daaaamn.meanin my plan failed
yehhs tht was e plan frm the VERYYstart
my intricately ..pondered on plan.
hahah you r such a dumbass.bye.

everywhereigoithinkofyou

2006-01-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

MERRYNEWYR
may all your new yr resolutions come true:)
hahah thts kinda strange,
i've nv made new yr resolutions befor.

&in case you were wonderin........
nupes,im not exactly intendin
to break tht record HOHOS.
narnia ytd.imLOVINIT:)
loved,lovin,will love.wheeee
it seemed quite short though,
the movie.lols but nvrtheless.
wonderful.sons&daughters of adam&eve.
wht a nice way to put it.lols
&yes,i do like my straws in the cup
THANKYOU.so i can actually DRINK?x)
oohs first day of sch today!hahah
SAMELEVELSAMELEVEL
our cls sits nicely at the toilet corner
how convenient!delightful.
hahh i sound mad.
ly in............hahha whtevr!
everyone's kinda like.blogging.
quite regularly.
kinda pressurises me to uhms.
throw in a lil update every now&then!
hehs.a lil perky now.BAAHHS
eew.i hate this outburst.crazyarse.
hah whtever,me.
i shall not make any comments on
our new form teacher
not even if she's boring,nuhuhs.
no,really.
EEKS i cannot believe.SURE im cleanx)
welllls.

in your eyes
--eyes thtre glazed ovr with madness
(wait.mad with..wht.?)
no longer those bright glistenin ones
comparable to the surface of your
.blackpoolballs(WAAY outta tht league,BRIGHTER!)
she is.
beautiful&go on hav a taste of yourself
you're as sweetas
candy canes santa hands over to children
with eyes tht sparkled at this magic
the very same ones you have now

i'll stop the world&melt withyou

2005-12-30T12:21:00.000+08:00

yipeee,back!
hah 12days passed quick ehs
all thanks to the wireless
YAY i love technology&hotels which offer themx)
so anyways its really such a pity i cudnt get
those dice thingys frm lv!!aww.
smokey casinos,garish fluorescent lights,
freezin nights,

MAGIC SHOW
wasted arcade games,HELLO SINCITY
reluctant spending
disney cal adventure park,CONSTANT quarrels
stressstressSTRESSblahhh.
im nv gna go on any othr trips again.
ahah.thr,all summed up!
sounds.......nice.
gee yeah sure.
kayys uhms.damn i hate school
BUMMER.

alotlikelove.

2005-12-18T00:39:00.000+08:00

tht was the usual depresso rant,
ignora-worthy.(:
gna miss my babe reeaaal BADD
twelveee days aw shucks
isnt christmas like 12days,
so..nvm.
TIS THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY
FALALALALA
LALALALA

guess christmas shopping wont be done locally this yr!
whoopee new cammy.frreebie!
skay, if im feeling terribly SICK
(ooh with WHT i wonder
guess i can just hug tht
cute lil sad-faced mago to slp
&we'd both be sad together!
it shd be a crime to havta say goodbye
SO MANY FRICKIN TIMES!

9137151414113919191325411819151915191515151321388
1215225891320152920192512519
falalalalalalalala.
screw hw.
i'll miss my blog.

not.HAA taas
---smile&wave
&i'd do anything you ask
i wna hold you bad.

2005-12-17T15:07:00.000+08:00

--these words r my own.
i am.

nothing but a piece of.
crapshitwhtevr.
i am.

defining myself
why am i.
i am not sad.-BIGGRINNN;D
suck my braces&dieee.
i dknw i feel like i shd
dig a hole&bury my head,
just learnin a moveortwo frm
our lovely ostrich friends.
i see it,cant do no shit.
WHAAATT.
yeah.suck my braces&die.
not sad.-BIGGERGRINNN
suck&die,bimboface.

i am left.
i am.
sorry for being me.

you say all that.can i not believe.
i really dknw whts wht.wht.todo.
how can i show.that.
all i wna do is to be thr.
care.
everyone ALWAYS says,
noone cares.
i guess sometimes it'd be a lil handy
if they really said noone cares.(:

2005-12-08T23:23:00.000+08:00

hahah watched pride&prejudice
was SWEET
but sorta made you feel like sleeping
lucky i read e book.but..obviously.
my memory fails me every now&then.
make that...most of e time.hah some scenes i actually still rmb
right down to e words.
d'ah wells.

crap tmr msia,be in sch by.
545wth?!hahah&still im typing away
anything to give SOMEONE something to read.
&some sick person btr take care
or else i'll just..die.
&you'd be sayin bye to seeing the finals
anyways im gna be dyin soon enough
AH nvm.im really gna die.
&im really talking like some ..
forlorn,lovesick person.
BUMMER.kerrappp.
nevurrrmind im just hopin choir does well
or else whr in the world
is anyone gna have e mood to shop&play.

let them say we're crazy
i don't care about that
put your hand in my hand,baby
don't ever look back

2005-12-07T21:21:00.000+08:00

aw baby.blogger's nuts.
everything's nuts every now&then
part&parcel of life
so let me type out this rubbish
{repulsed by this showcase of whinny-ness
noonono i dont care.

same ole'.

sick&tired of caring about
miniscule stuffs
; not caring about
impt stuffs i SHOULD
why shd i care
bout ittygrittystuffs
which holds no significance for anyone

how to live a life
which is tinted by hatred
for yourself
this weight which holds you
grounded ;such a drag
its in all that you do
its all about you
me
them
poohs.

lols spouting meaningless
footstool --curb vulgar-ness HA
bamblingbumblingbandofbaboons
mmhms.
purple braces.colour me barney.
purplybracefacemetalmouth.hahah
some word keeps sticking in my head
iridescent __producing a display of
lustrous,rainbowlike colours
&thts exactly wht i shd do
add some iridescent quality to this
dull monotone of a painting
called..life.ayes.
wordswordswords.
indeed,its MORETHANWORDS
-cue singing lols
sometimes i just cant
..bring myself to laugh
other times just laugh for no reason
&that.is the beginning of THEjourney
to insanity.yuppitydooda
hohums.

what was i thinking of when i
actually THOUGHT of going for msia trip
gagretchBARF
dull:hackneyed,soporific
they sound nice.synonyms:)
purplesmile.
funny how when ppl try to act happy
they end up more sick&tired.:)

OHOHHwent out with mahcrazies on..
uhmms.monday.all four of us!
whoots most ppl might not knw
but its rare for us.hehs.
&wemanagedtopersuadeyztocutherhair
she was going on bout how she needed to be prepared
HAHAHbut still she cuts!
so now we all have FRINGE!HAA
then we took neos&uhmms.ya.
FIRST TIME AHAHAH we're so noob.
as in,first time takin TOGETHER.
after many.trials&tribulations
LOLS WHAATEVER.point is,
it was a great day when we finally DID stuff
which we wanted to do.yays love my gurlfrnsxD

hahah thrs this ateens song
halfway round the world,
tht wont stop me frm lovin you
halfwayroundtheworld,
still'd be feelin the way i do&i
i wna hold you baby
cus im gna miss you like crazy
even if im halfway round the world

babyloves<33
shucks i forgot how to do the nice heart.
ayes.

2005-12-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

i hav..forgotten how to be.
plainly be.
&how not be led by e nose
on this rollercoaster ride of emotions
up..down..up..down.....
updownupdownupdown.
&i need to remember how
but i just.....cant.puhhs.

am soo not gna repeat
what cal has already blogged
hehs yep but basically our grp was
OUTSTANDING.
-cue cheers
seriously.we stood..apart frm e rest
hahah.ap kias x)
the othr grps just kept talking.....
and talking.............
aand talking..............
aaand talking.................
AND TALKING GOSH
it drove us up e wall
like who the hell gives a damn
if e lights r turned on behind e curtains
helluuu??-smacks head
we rnt blind,
ppl DO see it as well,duurhhhh......
ohOH&e neverending clashingclurs camp
was so absofrickinlutely SPAZ
cudnt believe it.

sheesh.
&i wish upon lotsa falling stars
tht ppl soon taking part in comps
will win medals!yays.
who they hell cares wht i wish.hahaa

i think im falling down
downdowndownn.....
with a bad case of love.

<33

2005-11-29T22:45:00.000+08:00

choir camp tmr!
MORE time wasted.ayys
&i finally found it!
my black camp tee frm student camp
HAHA was on the verge of insanity
lookin for it e other time.grr
ya i dredged it up frm the abyss
of my BROS cupboard.
WTH?knew it'd end up in some place
as SPAZ as that.
then during the search
my spastic sister's acting crazy
gosh then she just makes me crazy
then we both get crazy
goshness.she's really..crazy

nothing.else.
colour.you.some.<33s

2005-11-28T00:30:00.000+08:00

UHMMS.

lols
until the end of time.

these r the chronicles of
life&death&everything btwnx)

2005-11-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

ever get the feeling
like when someone does something
or even just thinking back
&you can feel
your stomach lurching
doin its own gymnastics LOLS

2005-11-25T01:29:00.000+08:00

{hurray for blogger's
recover post function!

ooh GOSH my nose is irritating the
HELL outta me hehs
the routine's alws e same;
hold one side of nose
blow out hard
walk to tissue box
rubadubdub
aim&fire away.
i meant the tissue.HAHA

imagine doing tht every...
five to ten minutes.
whoopee.
plus tht loathesome feeling you get
when you wna sneeze
but cant?RAHH.
no thanks to SOMEONE.
hahah nawws.

hrmms ppl r SO badly screwed.forever
picking on ppl to ostracize
AH thtssit im taking the tissue here.
but then again they do stuff
which makes themselves repulsive
--like poles repel!
oh gosh the ppl who hate othr ppl
hate themselves!
so.
in actual fact we plainly...
hate ourselves.
ooh thats a nice theory.;D
ehehs p6kiddoswivresultstdy!didnt rmb bein nervous
much then!hehs confirm goner alr mahh
hahah the like-poles thing
reminded me of the good ole days
hurrs cue pukin noises
NO goodness not tht twas THAT bad
crapcrapcrapcrap
i mean THIS is crap ah SHEESH]
hav they no cow sense,GOODNESS.
they need some pig sense knocked into
that thick numbskull of theirs ehs
LOLS now seriously,THAAT
is uncommon sense...ahhchooo.
blowblow
this is a non-conclusive
discussion strictly btw memyself&i
DONOTDISTURB
ohkay thats it
the security here has been breached

im taking the discussion offscreen
LOLS
lukelukeluklumbur
ohoh thrs this reallyHILARIOUS SITE
created just to mock the h/bYmb0+yc
or just anything stupid.
hahah the hottest himbo post is just LAMEASS
comments r damn friggin mean la
but seriously,leaves you laughin your ass off
ahwells dont we all enjoy takin comfort
in ppl's misery.sadistic,really,the whole
lot of us.x)

2005-11-23T13:25:00.000+08:00

&so it wud
go on,
this playful banter,

but beyond that:

nothing else.

came back frm churchcamp yesterday!hehs
my grp was quite crappy la.not bad.
&like whoa didnt knw huiyi was frm my church LOLS
even in church the girls can GOSSIP maan
managed to catch some.lols owells bored kids.x)

five random weird facts about ME:
1.i get really upset when i cant find things.
cus its like,once i knw its lost i cant help
NEEDIN to find it,esp when you knw it SHD be thr.
control freak hehs.
2.i used to cry whenevr i got lost at shopping malls.
even when i got lost along with my sis.LOLS
3.sometmes i sorta 'hide' my phone.as in.
keep it outta sight.cus im afraid of wht i'll see..
or rather...wht i'll NOT see.ha..
4.once i bathe at night,my hair sucks,
but when i wake up its usually better.LMAO
5.sometimes when im not "thinking" bout anything,
i realise thrs a song playing in my head,
sorta like backgrd music.

ooh..kay.weird enough?ive decided to bend e rules
&......not tag anyone.
think the readers who come here'll
be 'nuff to fill up the five spaces anyways,so.
anyone who wantsta do it can do it!hehs.

yay so anyways im finally bloggin isnt that GREAT
GOSH ONE WHOLE MONTH!but seriously,ive got NUTS to blog
who wantsta come here&read crap anyways besides the usual
NUTHEADS HAHA nowonder we're friends.
kiddin.

if i continue rambling bout life's grievances here,
it wudnt be very reader-friendly wud it.
even im getting sick of that whole drama stuff.
but then again why shd i care.
haha oh FORGEDDIT i'll save it for next time
but heres a lil preview...:
each day i turn a lil more sour
a lil more bland
a lil more parched&dry
i hardly think bout anything worth the while.
&yknw wht,that's not a preview,its....
basically all thr is to it.hehs.
its easier to type it all out once im on it
cus i dont think i usually think of such stuff.
mostly...i just hav this great big blank up thr.
mmhms.blending into each changing backgrd.
basically when you're invisible you blend into everythin.

cant wait to watch harry potter!yays.
first you counted the days
now we count the hours

&no CALLY the cheers&enter thing was..
cus i just copied the html wholesale frm my blog
forgot to remove that part HEHS.you're so fulluvit
you craphead."D

2005-10-29T21:10:00.000+08:00

helluuus
my interest in blogging is..
beginning to ebb booos
im hating wht i see when i type
it just doesnt seem good enough even for myself
ooh doesnt this explain the missing entries hehs
but here's an update DOOOODS
UPDATE.
thr.x)

im not studying for olvls chi cus
i dont need to HAHAH!
okayys.here ends the flaunting.
results rnt exactly stunningly good,
room for improvement.
still not getting how those papers at the end of yrs
define our results.it just doesnt cut it.ohwells.

im thinkin....i need time.
gosh i am such an moron when it comes to such stuff
's times like these i wish someone cud read my mind
&explain to me whts wrong.
cus i cant trust myself to think properly
it just wudnt be right.
its so easy to fall in
&before the feeling caresses your fingertips
you fall out,so hurt's abound
you cant do a thing;its allover.
AH why r my parents on my case for fiddling with my phone
like for five friggin minutes evry one hour or something?!
preposterous!that,i seriously dont get.rahh.

hehs ppl r just so random its amusing,really.
whywhyy do thoughts havta be so temporary
ppl r baffling.
why cant i tune in a lil btr
concentrate a lil more
ayees.

2005-10-02T23:30:00.000+08:00

And I'd give up forever to touch you
cus I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
cus sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
cus I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
cus I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

i think ive been blogging crap this month
or since ...forever.
if i didnt know me,
i'd know better to call woodbridge.

&now its down to three friggin days,
can i say 'damn,i didnt try'?

2005-09-28T21:50:00.000+08:00

words that r always playin
on your lips
doing their twirls&pirouettes
threatening to lose precious balance
choking at the back of your throat
roughing it out

when all you wanna do is to thrust
this urge
onto the next person
becus you cudnt;wudnt
trust yourself to verbalise
notes so tender
when you know the sweet drowning
'll wipe out the existence of
your precious words

&morewords
nothing more than that

YUCKS.
ellos,exams r chargin head on
my impending doom.
&its not like im doing anything to help
rahhrahh.

2005-09-21T20:55:00.000+08:00

sometimes if i just listen
i find talking such a waste of time
esp when you're just reiterating
what's already on my mind
what a drag. queer.
i'd say communication's the root of all evil
--in your mind,that is hohos}
without,you'd be distortin facts
outta proportion in your mind
enlarged to suit your emotional wants
when its just youyouyou
thinking all wrong.
humans r so inexplicably intricate
many folds of a fan,well i'd say.
the murky depths;swimming thoughts
makes it difficult to just distinguish
what's real&what's not
melted into a blanket of whatifs
covering your slashesyour hurt

but i'll still hope it turns out well
so many possibilities.
; puhhs

happy bday to my bro
he's not gonna read this anywaysHA.

2005-09-13T22:22:00.000+08:00

ELLOS,nomore
love at first sight OHKAY.
there it is again..weird.
._.

Your Blogging Type Is the Private Performer

Your blog is your stage - with your visitors your adoring fans.
At least, that's how you write with your witty one liners.
And while you like attention, you value your privacy.
You're likely to have an anonymous blog - or turn off comments.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

wuhahas.
kinda true i think.
thank you to my ADORING FANS
or lack throf.X)

gwynneth is a member of
Freaks and Puppies

Create your own band name @ Quiz Meme

freak's cool,puppies's not.
hohos

2005-09-08T12:34:00.000+08:00

i just heard a corny line from a cartoon
'do you believe in love at fist sight?
..or shall i walk past you AGAIN?'
lmao:so anyways,hols r here.
or......gone?
half gone anyway.
i've started on NUTHIN.
hehs who cares
i'll just ..stress myself like hell
in the near future.
nosweat ._.

sentosa yest
what a failure
no thanks to our late coming
WHOOPS.
the best thing we prolly did was
.. plonking our butts down on the sand?
wading in the water
the crashing of the waves were like..
horrid.too noisy,NOTcalming for the nerves.
definitely not music to our ears,
at least that's just what we thought.
its ignore-able
so whatever,took lotsa pics
hundred over
my cam was finally driven to the edge
the flash button died on us.
everything else we took afterwards
was either too blur
or too bright.
spell me d-i-s-a-s-t-e-r?
oh yeah we decided not to..
let the bus ferry us around
some ppl were in the 'walking mood'
gee.so basically we just walkwalk
everywhere
even in...thedarkness.
cept for the streetlamps hehhhs
we're such scaredycats.
not.
kays. yeah i've never watched the
musical fountain before.
how deprived,but yeah.
lols im noob.
im blogging about ..aye trip.
oh-kay.

mcfly's wonderland,yay.

{edit;
despite all that i've said
bout the sentosa-ing,
it was a nice trip X)
with the few of us ehs.
the way i said it made it seem
..horrible.its norrrt hehs. <33 }

2005-09-03T22:23:00.000+08:00

so many things
i see taking place all around
so close;so very close
yet
whats to do is so little
uncontrollable
i really wanna do something
which will ease the friction
butBUT i know
what i have to say
will be so useless
and so many a times
when i find its not good enough
i dont do it
still writing anything here
is utterly useless
so why the shite
am i still doing it ughh

is hving a blog being very self-centred
everything is all about youyouyou
gosh how repulsive

2005-09-03T01:10:00.000+08:00

surrealism.
A 20th-century literary and artistic movement
that attempts to express the workings
of the subconscious
;characterized by fantastic imagery
&incongruous juxtaposition of subject matter

there.
simple search ehs

the stupid one week holiday
doesnt register overhere
its far too..stunted.
perhaps the hectic school life
leaves the holidays as
excuses to study EVEN MORE
i didnt even bring any books back
ohwells not like i care.....
yet.
i should,exam timetables
ticktickticking away in my bag
written timebomb.

compos were horrible
im gonna fail.
two traumas in a row,
including orals.sighhs

i wanna......play guitar.

ayes.

vs emd was hilarious
--laughed till i cried
sheesh ehs
only for the audition part though
after that we all went on the stage
shouting ONGWEEHO
followed by all the guys on the stage
echoing after us.GEE
passed sunflowers to him plus sw
best friends.hahah
supper afterwards
crapscraps
big cuppa milo
wonder how cals got home.

"my life is....crapcrapcrap"
AHA

2005-09-01T15:55:00.001+08:00

Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz.

WUHAAS
thats reeally funny.
; .so hard to bring myself to care

was finishing up the rest of the ice-cream
in the two litre tub
--only a little left,AWW
holding the bottom of it
made my hand go red with cold
hhah was just noticing how the brown
managed to cover up the cream white and soft pink
or itwud just blend
&turn into a lighter pinky brown
ahaha
this proves how extremely bored i am

tmr we'll have to sit for paper one
and im sogonnafailugghh
its like WHAM
then.hey.time for exams!
ohwells.feels the same every year.
i wonder how students can lead
such uneventful lives
we'll all turn into querulous peahporrl
nonstop jabbing at faults
ohtheHORRORRR
i just dont know what to think
choc-coated marshmallows r delectable
its nicer when its hot and soft though
the choc.ayes
its been two yrs
&im already falling into the whole
its-bored-to-go-back-to-pri-sch habit
when i was in pri school
with seniors' heads bobbing at the windows
greeting the teachers so ardently
i wud think,hmmthat's how i wanna be
coming back next time
buttt twas not to be
none of my frens wud visit anyway
since they study just like.NEXTDOOR
everyday.
ohhow we've drifted since
still,happy teachers day to all.

--'nuff said.this's all crap

2005-08-29T21:16:00.000+08:00

so then today i woke
twas all i cud do
to pluckmyself out
out of that dream
barely minutes ago
the surrealism that left a ripple
&the next,arrested my
expectations
cuffed up like prisoners
of mere silly dreams--
dancing&twirling
round our minds

ilaythrafterwards--
feeling so tired&wary
of

so many things
afraid to embrace
what cud have been
like souls of unwanted ghouls
so invisibleyet
raising awareness
not wanting to attract any
losing,
what cud have been

--the dream livid
within spaces past shut eyes
til finally
thrusting it into the deep of minds;

"what's stopping you?"
she finally got out of bed.

the last entry was rather on a happy note
guess its time to revert back

WHYYwhywhy
everytime i try to fill up the silence
it only gets even worse

2005-08-28T16:16:00.000+08:00

hey mann yz
i really cant help feeling the way i do
so..yeah.
prolly just pmsing EHS!lols
yaa anyways a few days ago
i came across this thing
about blog depression or some shite like that
thenn
it really hit me
like.what r ppl blogging for,
themselves?
or merely some act put on for the public
it shudnt be righty.
a blog's here like a diary is
only..everyone gets a peek at it.
not very appealinghuh.

so whatevur,
im thoroughly APPALLED
at the general behaviour of sgreans
the madrush to enter the mrt trains
eurrghh like..SHEESH?
they dont even give a chance
for ppl to exit?
instead they just surge into the train
like bees attracted to honey
--LOLS i almost typed honeys attracted to bees
like,whats the rush yow..
esp in overcrowded places.
ya so im always like.
standing by the side,gaping after them
without the whole mouth opening part.
how ridiculous
thr was once at..marina bay
or wassit dhoby ghaut
whatever.so.
its was so crowded.
i had to ..urms.
wait three trains i guess?
all the time i was IN FRONT.
cudnt be bothered to fight with em
still,lucky ppl from the back somehow
managed to push themselves to the front
the trains were like sardine cans
packed with people
thr was this train
where the middle was FRIGGIN empty
--not exactly,but enough for ppl to move
yet noone bothered to move in
URGHH
i was pointing out this ludicrous sight
to my sister
boy was i peeved.
other trains had those little spaces in front
mayb enough to squeeze in one person
sad case,icudnt since my sister was there
twas infuriating.WHATEVERR
trains r soso crazy.

went to IKEA with the gurls PLUS WT!
HAHS been long since we went out like that
to such a far place at that
so long it prolly felt a lil strained
ohwells so.
dined thr,the chicky wings cost more than a buck!
hehs i sound like a miser
baart,whatevurr it was nice!
we have a birthday coming soon........
lollsss.
apparently this 'outing' would have left us
high and dry,totally spent.on DINNR.
SHEESH.
ohwells we'll just have to do the whole
present thing a lil later -shrugs
LOL nahh.
i'll avoid elaborating bout
my little stunt
more on cals blog hurhurs
but i will mention
how retarded i felt when i exited the lil
egg-shaped object
thr was this couple who walked past
so happened to see me
&the lady shot me a look
wondering how childish kids get these days
perhaps.
more precise,it was an astounded look
LOL it really wud have given me the fits
only noone was thr when i came tumbling out
MEANIES.a silly thing,thatwas.

here ends the entry.

2005-08-27T13:12:00.000+08:00

figured out yet?
actually i intended to have this wholee entry
in that stupid nonsensical way
but now someone has it figured out,
guess it wont be any fun anymore
lols.

im not a very public person,
i'll admit
i wont have me splattered all over this blog
people scrutinizing this crap
cus that's not how i am.
i'll go round as many times
as i wished
but refrain from getting to the point
people always expect so much
out of everything
in fact
i hate when things arent as good as i expect
doesnt that mildly make me a perfectionist

isit so tough
to just take things for what they r
and stop fitting boundaries round them
people keep mum-there's a shy one!
people read books-there's a nerd!
people talk loud-they're happy!
but thats not how it is
they cud always use loud
to cover the soft
read the books
to drive away the boredom
keep mum
to speak louder inside

well jolly well get the machine
from the far corner there then.
it'll do all the work
where rejects r cast out
perfection&no less is expected
the best,sifted out
grade A quality!
ayes remember
how i'll be in the other pile--
where the dark is all
that cud have been,
haven't i always.

*__
so bottle up old love,
throw it out to sea
watch it away as you cry

2005-08-22T20:53:00.000+08:00

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pcqarnsatnuyvownxeydzeacbicpdheefrgihti
jtkalgmmnyobpoqarrsdtpulvewaxsyezea

gofigure.
ifyoucanbebotheredto.

2005-08-18T21:19:00.000+08:00

HELLUUU
i will add
colours
to my blog! hehs
my fingers are hurting
for no good reason
siaan shuttle run today
deprove by o.1 sec HA

some. colour quiz thingy

Your Existing Situation
Unwilling to extend herself or exert undue effort (with the possible exception of sexual activity). Feels that further progress requires more from her than she is willing or able to give. Would prefer reasonable comfort and security rather than the rewards of greater ambition.

Your Stress Sources
Feels that life has far more to offer and that there are still important things to be achieved--that life must be experienced to the fullest. As a result, she pursues her objectives with a fierce intensity that will not let go of things. Becomes deeply involved and runs the risk of being unable to view things with sufficient objectivity, or calmly enough; is therefore in danger of becoming agitated and of exhausting her nervous energy. Cannot leave things alone and feels she can only be at peace when she has finally reached her goal.

Your Restrained Characteristics
Believes that she is not receiving her share--that she is neither properly understood or adequately appreciated. Feels that she is being compelled to conform, and close relationships leave her without any sense of emotional involvement.Circumstances are forcing her to compromise, to restrain her demands and hopes, and to forgo for the time being some of the things she wants.

Your Desired Objective
Wants interesting and exciting things to happen. Able to make herself well-liked by her obvious interest and by the very openness of her charm. Over-imaginative and given to fantasy or day-dreaming

Your Actual Problem
Has a fear that she might be prevented from achieving the things she wants. This leads her to employ great personal charm in her dealings with others, hoping that this will make it easier for her to reach her objectives.

GOSH some corneh shite hahah
the existing situation part is like..SHEESH la
sounds a lil true but in a far-fetched manner
hmmms... aye

2005-08-18T18:25:00.000+08:00

i didnt mention ...
why we went to watch fireworks huh
lols cus of my dad,came back from thailand
for that weekend,so...
decided to eat steamboat!
hehhs was stuffed to the brim
everytime he comes back
we have lavish dinners. hehhs!
what. aye. treat.

i notice thr's this trend
in the way teens blog
they blog either when they're
really happy
or really sad
extreme emotions ehhs.
doesnt seem to have an inbetween
unless they're really bored..
AHEM.
guess thats what a blog's for eh
sheesh what a load of crap
I LUV GD CHARLOTTE
there's a luv that cud fall down like rain
whhootsthis is crap PERIOD

even the best fall down sometimes
even the wrong words seem to rhyme
out of the doubt that fills my mind
i somehow find
you&i collide

bio test like shit today
im gonna PIAAA for homeostasis
(conscience:not anytime soon huh..)
sighhs
wonder if all crazy ppl go around typing in caps
`TOODLES
*; nothing to assuage this craving
lay your hands on the table
empty fables
spun from webs of sweet candy
bound to leave you choked
lips sealed
eyes peeled

GO BLIND LA SHEESH
hehs kays i'll quit fooling around
MCFLY ROCKSMYSOCKS
actually i've got a substantial
amt of socks with holes in them
HA.